my 2nd essay

hello guyss!! apa kabar? oke sekarang gue sudah memasuki dunia perkuliahan loh! gue sekarang berkuliah di Swiss German Univ dan baru-baru ini gue mendapat tugas membuat essay tentang difficulties in life gituu dan entah kenapa gue pengen banget ngepost tulisan gue yang kemarin ini. emang sih nilainya ngga 9 tapi 85 lumayanlah buat pemula hehehe. enjoy!


life is full of difficulties. we all have difficulties in our life, wheter its a big one or a small one, its our thoughts that decides if it should be a big deal or not. well, i have so much difficulties in my life, one of them is about choosing the right university for my better future. for me it is a big deal.

i as the first child in family, have a big responsibility to be the role model for my young brother. studying in a public university was one of my dreams. i was dreaming of being an engineer of environmental engineering from ITS (Surabaya). i have tried my best, i joined the tutoring course and study every day, but sadly i was not accepted. i was very sad and down. all i was doing are crying and blaming myself.

i didn't give up, i'm trying for another test for about 4 times. and finally, i was accepted by UNAIR and ITS but not in the faculty that i really wanted. i had been happy until my parents told me that they wouldn't allow me to study there. they prefered to send me to SGU. i didn't know what to do that time, i can't deny, i have to study at SGU. well, as the time goes by, i feel so comfortable to be studying here at SGU. and looking for the opportunities i might get makes me forget about the sad experience that happened to my life.

from that experience, i learned that the things we want the most is not always the best for us. and sometimes we have to listen to the people's opinion in making our choices. don't let ego take over life, because there's almost always different perpective.

"we're not necessarily doubting that God will do the best for us; we are wondering how painful the best will turn out to be" - C.S. Lewis


so yeahh, that's what happened to me lately :"") sampe sekarang masih suka sedih sih kalo diingetin lagi tp apa boleh buat, mungkin ini yang terbaik buat gue. pesan gue sih selalu siapin backup plan aja biar gak sakit2 banget :")
                                                                                                                                                -tiwi-

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